Secondary 2.

I'm not sure what i should share first. I think i'll  go back to my Secondary 2 days.






I've not been studying hard this year. Ever since i started watching Korean dramas, i neglected my studies. The result of my negligance was an average end of year results although i'm still promoted to express. My biggest regret is having to stay up very late until 5am only to finish watching the drama when i'd an exam the day itself. I'd not been taking my exams seriously.
I slacked alot. I think i was being very complacent as i'm in an express stream.

I'd gotten alot of grade Bs and Cs as compared to my last end of year results. I deproved alot which is a really bad news. I felt demoralised at first but it's pointless as i think what's done cannot be undone.

There was once i fell asleep while i was having my listening compre. exam ( last exam of the year ) and fortunately i was awaken by the loud sound of the radio instantly.

My mind was completely in a mess.

It's stated in my report book that , ' She has been trying hard to achieve her goals however she needs more encouragement and support to attain her targets. '

I feel like i'd been easily distracted by the surroundings at home. I do not want to mention about my parents but my mum had been busy with her world of baking and often she chatted with her friends on whatsapp. But she did say some encouraging words sometimes i think or maybe i'd interpereted her words wrongly. I did not expect her to look at me while i'm studying for hours and i also did not expect her to teach me when she even hardly understand algebra.


I think i need a pat on my shoulder.


Anyway, i got into combined Chemistry and Biology class and i'm also studying History and Art for next year !


I will try my very best.